Mahalia, You're still the same, Grow Up!

I don't know how it started and why it happened, but for some reason i caught myself chatting with you-know-who over the phone last night ( June 15, from 11:00 pm to 12:30 am) when I promised myselft that I'll never speak with him muna again. I went to trinoma with my boy-cousin and headed to UP right after we realize that the mall is too crowded.

When i got home at 7:00 pm, the kid that lives here with us got up to me and said:
"Ay, nagpunta po dito yong lalake na dati natin kasama kumain.
"Then i was like, "Weh? for real?."
She added: "ibabalik daw po yong books na hiniram nya sayo, babalik na lang daw po mamaya."

My throat went dry and my hands grew sweaty. On my way upstairs, my mother told me the same thing and this:

"Nako, si papa mo nagpapakagalit na naman kay you-know-who."

Ah!! whatever! My father still thinks I'm constantly seeing him. If he only knew what happened. And so, I headed straight to my room and dialed his number.I told him not to come again to our house and that it won't be necessary to give back the books i lent him since I've already read those. But he was so makulit and paulet-ulet, he kept on insisting that he'll drop them here as soon as he finish reading them both. Then our topic that started from books went to what happened between us.

I was sooo not expecting discussing those matter with him yet. Duh! recovery stage! DING! DING!Breaking lines from you-know-who:

"Mahalia, your still the same.. di ka pa rin marunong makinig, you kept on butting in. Grow up." - wow! sorry sau Mr. Grown up.

"Never ko dineny na meron akong girlfriend." - Halika, bilangin natin. What you can't measure, you can't manage.

"Ikaw yong unang nangloko." - Proof please. Duh!, august pa lang may girlfriend ka na oi.

"I'm not asking for forgiveness, since most of what happened was your fault" - AY! winner to! then later on he said,

"im sorry if i caused you too much pain." - see, it won't kill you if you accept your faults.

I tried so hard to cool myself down. Breathing exercise please. phew. phew.Then he said he wanted to see and talk things out.

My answer? Sure, but not now nor tomorrow. Lets talk when both us is ready.


If God permits, God will allow.Forgiving is a process.
It can't happen in a snap.

Cool CS avatar

It this from one the users members of crunchyroll.

Heart it, so i copied it, posted it here and used it for my avatar.

isn't this the coolest? ^_^

Korean/Taiwanese Series

For the past few months, i've been watching series/movies from Korea and Taiwan non-stop.
Thanks to crunchyroll and pirated DVD vendors. Well its not that i'm supporting or advertising unlicensed products ok. TSk, we can't deny naman that the stuff they sell are so much cheaper than the original ones. Right?

Why do i enjoy watching them?

Err. Compared to the T.V series from mexico like Rosalinda, Marimar etc. (Wag akong fan ni Thalia ha), Taiwanese and Korean's are cleaner and lighter to take.
Cleaner meaning there are less erotic scence, hence, can be watched by all ages. Also, the stories are simpler, more enjoyable and less complicated. Most of them include funny yet kilig-to-the-bones scenes. Moreover they show less "sampalan," "sabunutan,"and "iyakan" but are capable of making you cry.

Anyway, here's a list of the series and movies I've watched.

Full house
Princess Hours
Which Star are you from?
My Girl
Romantic Princess
It started with a kiss
They kissed again
My Girl and I
Wind Struck
My Sassy Girl
My Sassy Girl Choon Hyang
Dolphin Bay
Princess Lulu
Lovers in Paris
Witch Yoo Hee

Think

“You can walk into a room wearing a t-shirt and jeans, no make-up, yet be the most attractive girl… For at the end of the day, the world will look up to you not because you look like the next top model, but because you are a thinking woman with opinion… Fashion sense helps, but brain will always be deadlier than a pair of stilletos…”

Right time to say goodbye

As days go by

i hate it

i miss you

it kills me

i feel it

you're with her

im drowning

you whisper:

i'm sorry

i'm hurting

As days go by

Unexpected Gifts

It was our graduation yesterday.
Atlast! I'm done with college! Wohoo!

1. I got an award: Leadership Award chuvaness. (Thank you sir dan)

2. Bouquet of white roses from mikey. thank you. i wish you can feel how happy i am. yala! natouch naman ako. thank you ulit ^_^

Beach Galore 08!

i went twice to white beach (Marinduque)